Story of a boy who lost his heart...

I know a story... of a boy who lived many years ago. This boy was sweet and a gentleman, but oh so naive... He met a girl, this girl took his breath away. Every time she entered the room his heart stopped. He finally work up the nerve to ask this pretty girl out. She said yes, oh how he was excited. He did everything to make it perfect, every romantic gesture, every moment mattered... He was happy, she was happy, they went on for months just enjoying every second with each other, they did everything from watching movies to walking around town but their favorite thing to do was listen to the rain together, just sit and get lost in each others eyes with the only sound being the rain drops on the roof overhead... he wrote her notes every single day just to say hi how are you and I love you... yeah he had truly fallen in love... nothing mattered or even existed when she walked in the room... she was his everything. her family liked him, he was a nice guy, his family accepted her but were more cautious people... as the months went on he opened up to her and shared everything with her, something he never had done before. She accepted him for the guy he was and the man he was becoming, but it seemed that she never told him everything... she opened up to him one day and told him that she had cheated on him... his heart broke but he was so in love he told her it was OK he forgave her, he would have done anything to just see her smile again... her guilt turned to anger and she soon started to resent him, he was not worth it anymore he didn't give her everything she desired, because he was a "safe guy" he didn't party or get into trouble, he was too boring... So romeo tried to do everything to see his Juliet smile but she didnt smile with him anymore... She broke up with him, he told her it was ok, and that he could be just friends. Then she used him to get her family to accept her new BF, because if he liked the guy her family might accept him too, he went with them on dates and then watched as she gave herself away to this guy, he watched as she started to tell him he was nothing, just a bad mistake... a memory she never thinks about... he did this for months... he let her walk all over him, he slowly started to change... he stopped writing the poetry that his peers used to enjoy in years before, the poet was gone... the pictures of the sky and sunsets turned to night and the blackness within... the artist was different... he no longer felt the hopeless romantic aspect of life but only pain... and hate, he hated himself he hated her he hated everything that reminded him of what happened... He never listened to the rain again... he is lost, his heart is gone...


Time went on a few years to be exact, she called him one night to say hi and ask if they could have coffee some time... for the first time in a long time he felt something, the tears came to his eyes as he remembered how perfect it seemed to him, all the good memories for them... he said yeah and they went out a few times, she then asked him to take her back and to start over... he was feeling again the warmth of his heart was stirring like it had years before... But then he found the note she gave him all those years ago, telling him she cheated saying he was less of a man than this high school drop out... then along with the feeling of passion came the pain... he had a chance to re write the story and end it well, she was apologizing and asking to see that she never stopped loving him... he then replied to her... saying he was not ready for a relationship that she was right so many years ago that he was not ready and needed to become a man and that there was someone better out there for her than him, some one who could fulfill all of her needs of excitement and danger... his heart broke as he couldn't believe that he was walking away from the only girl he ever loved... he broke it to her softly as so he wouldn't break her heart... he still loved her... he then tore out his own heart and lost the ability to feel that simple love... maybe some day he will find himself again but, untill then he exists think about what could have been and learning to accept the decision he made... it was the best one for him, for her... but the hardest one...